I'm ashamed to admit it, but when Julius was murdered... I broke down. I couldn't think of anything except for the mission at hand. If i thought of him... I just couldn't go on. It was like losing my parents all over again. Julius was like a father to me. He believed in me when others wouldn't. He protected me, mentored me, was proud of me... I still can't think about it too much or I couldn't function. It was fine when we captured Opal again, but not even dumping her in a cold, hard cell didn't null the pain. He's gone. Justice can't bring him back.
And Vinyaya, I always admired her. She was my mentor as well, but I wasn't nearly as close to her as I was Julius. I still think back to that moment and see if there was anything I could've done to stop it from happening, just as I do for Julius. I was devastated, but I know that Vinyaya would've wanted to die in an attempt to rescue her men. They meant everything to her.
So, to answer your question, I am still dealing with the loss. But I have friends around me who knew and loved Julius and Vinyaya as much as I did, and their comfort helps me get through.
Who do you think would win in a fight, Butler or Juliet?